"Don't be so amazing, or I'll miss you too much"

Sometimes I feel like I need a constant string of distractions to keep me from thinking.

"this beat make me go ape"

So I must vent this out...

I was seriously fuming at work today! I finally found something that makes me happy, feel good about myself, and gets me in shape. I am the healthiest I have ever been! Zumba has also helped me get motivated to just do better in general - with school, work, etc. SO I DO NOT appreciate someone I work with (and have only know a few months!) tell me that I am probably working myself too much and she is worried that I am getting a little intense. I'm pretty sure it's healthy to work out at least once a day and doing a Zumba class 4 or 5 times a week for an hour is by no means too much exercise!

Also, this is coming from someone who drinks frequently and smokes like a chimney...soooo who has a problem here? Yep.

AND she has the audacity to say later that I should stop being so healthy because it makes her feel guilty..GOOD!! Get off your ass and DO something then!

Ha! Sorry I just had to get this off my chest.

"i've got a heart full of pain, head full of stress, hand full of anger held in my chest, and everything left is a waste of time"

"and you feel hopeless and homeless and lost in the haze of the wine"

Saw The Help tonight...amazing.

"happiness hit her like a train on a track"

I have this song stuck in my head this morning...LOVE it! :)

"we are the people that rule the world"

New blog. Word.

Just figured maybe if I made a new blog I might actually start writing it again...maybe.

This has been a terribly unproductive day. I have been so tired this week that I didn't even get out of bed until noon. Wish I could just relax and be okay with sleeping in (not that I actually slept until noon)...but I feel guilty for not getting things done. Stupid mind.

But I was running on only four hours of sleep from the night before so sleeping in was warranted I suppose.

Went to Foster the People show on Tuesday night...awesome! They were fantastic live, even though we had to deal with stupid, prissy Scottsdale girls in the pit. Who wears heels to a show like that? Really?


Scary that I dropped my phone, but thankfully I snatched it up before it was trampled...that would be like losing my arm...which is pathetic really.

Can't believe it's 2:30 already...I have done very little today. But I am, at least, going to ride my bike over to the gym for Zumba in a little bit. I should probably take today off, but I don't feel like just swimming laps. I'm psyched for the Zumba party this weekend though. It'll be awesome!

Alright kids, have a great day and try and be more productive than me ;)

Tasha

Current Music: Sigur Ros